Today I finally bid goodbye to my nice old bed and shall be sleeping on the floor. But that's okay. I've got the cutest little cat in a small box next to me, snoozing all day long while his injured legs (yeah) heals.

\o/ awwwww. He looks so fat here. And he chose this box over a bigger one though I would swear it is more comfy than it looks...

So.. It's the last day of the year. This usually means parties and resolutions but today it's just like any other day. Nothing exciting happened. Supposed to sign up for BTT but procrastination got the better of me. All this seems to be the effect of being a colossal sloth but I would like to attribute some of this to uncertainty and fear of the future. Vertigo at the edge of a cliff made me wanna root myself far away from it and not ask too much of anything/one.

...I shall be a better person.

P.S.

HAHAHAHA ^^,

Whoa this place is gathering cobwebs.

Things That Have Happened:
x TELEVISIONTELEVISIONTELEVISION

x Being glued to the computer
x HONGKY'S BIRTHDAY. I didn't celebrate it but hongky I want you to know that I truly appreciate how you've cared for me :D
x MERRY CHRISTMASSY TO ALL
x Practically impromptu trip to Dunam Valley. It's such an obscure place that google does not give me any information about it.... (Okay but maybe after I blog this there shall be some information???) Came back yesterday and am still dazed by the treachery/vagaries/awesomeness of the primary forest I trudged through in pitch dark night and kindness found in villagers. For one they provided room and board so I didn't have to sleep in a tree with crazy huge spiders no more (photo later). Met the sweetest little girl fika whose mother cooked amazing meals (and despite their religion hunted wild boar for dinner.. D: ) and who tried to give me her favourite tatty panda bear+cried when I left. Breaks my heart. Anyway, some photos re-uploaded since fb compromised their quality ):


Wild Elephant dung everywhere.









I hoped to meet a panda and poof there it was.

Things that have not happened:
x Productive habits
x Uni apps
x Anything else apart from Things That Have Happened

N.B. Leeches. They do really suck.

Total number: 5
Mood: astounded with a hintdollop of discombobul-ry

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+Internet is failing again

It's not backing up any shitz/being what the salesperson assured it was.

Annoying.

Hello.

Have been staying near East Coast Park (hahaha I dunno how else to call the place) these days and leading a peaceful nomadic life. The park's awesome and the people make it home away from home (:


True colours!!! D:


(Kind of weird how nothing new happened on fb/mail all this while D:)

P.S. COME HOME, COME HOME PLEASE ):

No time to breathe.

These days have been boring mostly with random spurts of HOOHOORAHAHAHAHAH e.g. today
1. Woke up late
2. Missed training
3. Got a card = access to money HOOHOORAHAHAHAHAH (on hindsight the power is blinding)
4. Loiter around town-ish, nothing to do; this goes on for many hours
5. Spent $1000++ practically impulsively HOOHOORAHAHAHAHAH (or maybe not @ money fly away, and to the D100: don't worry buddy I still love you)
6. Nothing goes on. Mom talks to people on my MSN (beware)
7. Wishes, you need them more.

Spent the afternoon trying to manually convert a wordpress layout into blogger. Couldn't finish/figure out some silly clinging boxes and made it look uglier ): But I'm considering changing this blogskin to fit the mood the large upheaval in my life known as post-'A's. Although... Peter just expressed liking for this layout + IT'S MY ONLY SOLACE so maybe not. hahahahahhaa

BTW, if any of you friends are familiar with wordpress + FTP you could teach me(:D)/take up the job offer ($200-$300 per website designed - IM/SMS me)

Hrmmm what to do next.

[edit] omg the cheesecake is soo awesome :3 :3 :3

Happy fruit. Also happens to be the colour of my face. Heeee

Today:

1. Ambushed by lady at supermarket
2. Made raspberry cheesecake+jam. Mmm
3. I have an insane lack of tolerance to alcohol

60 things

1. If you could die to save someone you liked/love, would you?
I would.

2. Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
Bad headaches D:

3. Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
Old man at the coffee shop

4. What are you sitting on right now?
Me ass

5. Have you ever wanted someone you can't have?
Well I always did want a snowy owl...

6. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
What happened last night?????

7. If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
Blue skies and flowers. Speaking of which, I recently watched the movie Tinkerbell and figured out why Singapore's consistently at summer. WE HAVE NO FAIRIES. -sad-

8. Would you consider painting your bedroom purple?
Sure!

9. Are you a mean person?
I would doubt so..

10. Does anyone hate you?
I dunno; but sometimes, I eat worms.

11. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
If I could handle it... haha.

12. Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
I could......

13. Do you usually tell people when you're mad at them?
It would be too obvious for that I guess ??

14. Are you in a good mood right now?
Tired but quite happy.

15. What do you hear right now?
A mysterious ticking noise. (snape, snape, severus snape)

16. Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
Uhhhh, I can't tell if they're trying?

17. Have you ever been called beautiful?
Not that I can remember

18. What was the last thing you licked?
McFlurry this afternoon! P:

19. Is it possible to be single and happy?
Hellooooo? -waves-

20. If I say "psycho", who is the first person that comes to your mind?
LOL too psycho to speak of

21. Do you like when people play with your hair?
Depends, and I don't particularly enjoy it when people repeatedly make me retie ._.

22. Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
Yeeeeup. -beams-

23. Who's the last person you hugged?
Hrmmmmm. Probably nikki

24. Are you wearing socks right now?
HA HA I looked. But duh no.

25. What does the fourth text in your inbox say and who is it from?
Peter: "Today at hospital my grandma: Dont sit there. ****** *** have kutu" (censored in support of racial/gender harmony)

26. Are you mad at someone right now?
-thinks- no.

27. Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
FUNNY YOU SHOULD ASK.

28. In a relationship?
Nupe

29. Have you ever kissed a red haired guy?
No..

30. What does the last text you received concern?
My consumption of alcohol - and no, I didn't! :D

31. Do you always answer your phone?
Ha ha no.

32. Do you miss the way things used to be?
Selected portions. Oh the mornings....

33. Do you like flowers?
Yeah! Don't see why anyone shouldn't?

34. Do you drink a lot of water?
No, actually.

35. What was the first thing you said today?
Something along the lines of What time is it?

36. How are you?
Why fine, thank you.

37. Would you consider yourself lucky if you found $100 on the floor?
CHYEAH.

38. Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
5 acquaintances

39. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
OM, the michigan team gave it to me :D It's big and comfy.

40. Do you like hugs?
-nods-But not, I suppose, from dubious people.

41. What woke you up this morning?
A mother.

42. Last non-alcoholic beverage consumed?
Iced Lemon-Tea at McDonalds

43. Anyone told you a secret this week?
I dunno if it's a secret but I'm keeping it safe :3

44. Are you high?
Just maybe.

45. Do you honestly have any regrets?
..Yeah.

46. Which is harder: walking away from somebody you love or coming back to somebody who has hurt you?
You can't make me go back.

47. Is it easier to pretend everything's okay for you?
Mmmmhm

48. What does your hair look like right now?
Butter on a bald monkey running uphill.

49. Does anyone call you babe/baby?
Noope.

50. Did you reject or accept your last friend request?
Accepted and am still wondering how I was found.

51. Do you think you're good enough for the person you like/love?
No

52. Have you ever dated someone in jail?
Ha I've never been to jail, is it possible for people in jail to have dates with people outside???? Or even in jail??? Life's mysterious questions.

53. Are you stressed out? If so, why?
Trying to escape from stress here.

54. When was the last time you felt like throwing up?
When I was sick and in a sorry state.

55. Does it bother you when people smoke around you?
Yes, pls don't thanks.

56. Do you clean when you’re upset?
Totally, I vent my frustration by preening my fur..

57. Who was the last person who called you, other than family?
Mrs Ng

58. Does anyone disgust you?
Sorry but yes.

59. Someone tells you that your beautiful, you say?
-stunned-

60. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings? What about?
This is a very tough question....................
...................
..................................................... Maybe when I was helping my brother scan stuff, weeks ago.

'Twas a rather good day after all! Went for TIP briefing (math, math, math plox), made an advertisement for a pet store, and ate at MOF E: Also my mouth didn't hurt as much as I'd expected it would after all that sticky chewy cookies from yesterday. Tomorrow I will sit for another cambridge exam T___T Such a busy holiday!!! Also, I have not applied to any universities. Shrugs?

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I miss the mornings the most.

Great day. Pray tomorrow goes well too. (:

Credits denimandflowers@tumblr

Since I was little I would close my eyes and see stars fly by, kind of like the windows screen saver from long ago. Odd. But also comforting.

I seem to be scuttling about for most of post-'A's but I'm not complaining! Today was fun (:




Awesome cooking and stuff at Stacey's heeheeeeeeehooooo. I'm wiped though. Photos shall go on fb at a later date. Tomorrow's another big day. Oh and this is stuck in my head:

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

x

Made up for my lack of make up last saturday (ha ha get it, get it?!/?!>!!) but it still paled in comparison to all the pretty kids today. Everyone looked so wonderfully stunning, or maybe the past 2 years have just been better to them. But one thing for sure, it felt like home (if only for a day).




♥


everythingz' on fb

Soo prom's over. Everything felt surreal yesterday, like I couldn't believe I made it so far. And people looked really good! Although I felt very under made up and inferior )< Didn't feel like a photo-taking day for me, but people shouted at me when I wanted to escape, so I tried to be a sport. Ha ha. But it was fun in all, especially post-prom, even if our original plan failed.. Came home at an ungodly hour and woke up to find that my 20+ photos were already on facebook. I must have been sleep uploading???




I sure will miss my classmates. Didn't hang out a lot with the gym people and I shall miss them so very muchly too..

And that boy who talked to me, well I don't know.

In other news my internet is still sucky(not using my computer now, its slightly better but still unfriendly with jpegs).. So I can't see photos that other people have taken. -sad- Shall go mulch in some ghetto unable to make contact with the world.

Post-exam aspirations (abridged)

1. Decide decide decide what to do on saturday
2. Celebrate Aunty Nancy's belated birthday
3. Give relatives more love
4. Clean out gunk that is all over my table and floor
5. Give away books/notes I probably won't need in the future
6. Give you all the stuff you've been asking me to
7. Redecorate
8. Bring the dogs on long soothing trips
9. Play
10. Wean off painkillers, open mouth.
11. Take photographs
12. Underwater photography!!! Underwater photography!!!!
13. Catch up with friends if they don't mysteriously vanish; attend gym chalet
14. Attend lessons
15. Attempt to teach, earn money
16. Learn stuff
17. Like spanish/korean
18. DRIVE
19. Sleep
20. Sail the seven seas
21. Swim
22. Draw and paint stuff
23. Fill in my personalized colouring book...
24. Write
25. Plant a tree. Or more!
26. Forget cleanly the cruelties of the year
27. Watch telly/movies to my heart's desire
28. Achieve nirvana
29. Maybe?????????
30. Catch some real mice in MouseHunt
31. Discover some nice games
32. My ambitions are running thin..
33. Never look back in regret.
34. 34 is a good number for now. Let's see how this goes.

Most folks think that I'm not real
'Cause I'm half girl and I'm half seal.
But in this endless, boundless sea,
Is there no one who looks like me?
I know I must stay chipper;
One day I'll find a friend to hold my flipper.
'Cause I'm a little seal girl living in the real world;
And it's so hard to get by,
'Cause seals can't even cry.

1. Vertigo on the 2nd storey (omg who knew Americans spell it story o_o) is crazy.
2. Antacid tastes disgusting.
3. More KefenTech.
4. 4 painkillers/day.
5. Happy doctors.
6. Sleepy, want to hibernate
7. But there's.......bio. Meh.
8. Memory is dying.

[edit] It's official - after 18 years of existence, I only just learnt how to hold a pen and write properly. :E